Showing posts with label relationships. Show all posts
Showing posts with label relationships. Show all posts

Sunday, September 15, 2019

157 You make me want to be a better person

You make me want to be a better person. And I’m not sure I want to be a better person.

151 I know that I shall never

I know. I know that I shall never again meet anything or anybody who will inspire me with passion. You know, it's quite a job starting to love somebody. You have to have energy, generosity, blindness. There is even a moment, in the very beginning, when you have to jump across a precipice: if you think about it you don't do it. I know I'll never jump again.

Jean-Paul Sartre

146 Plano cartesiano de la tolerancia


142 A veces se me olvida

A veces se me olvida que esto es un sueño y qué en realidad cuando despierte estaré a tu lado.

pinchermoso

Source: https://twitter.com/pinchermoso/status/231230821950955520

140 Algunas veces existen personas

Algunas veces existen personas adecuadas en momentos equivocados.

Bieyka

Source: https://twitter.com/Bieyka/status/238794241973837824

135 The secret is to fall in love

The secret is to fall in love many times, but with the same person.

132 Dead Island Riptide Trailer


104 You're getting old

Randy: You don't get it, Sharon! You never have! And that's supposed to be my fault?!

Sharon: Yes, it IS your fault, Randy, because you're a child!


Randy: I'm sick of everything I do being so wrong, Sharon!


Sharon: ... You're 42 years old, Randy!


Randy: I'm not dead yet Sharon, but you might be!


Sharon: Oh is that what you think?! That I'm dead?!

You do this all the time! First you're obsessed with baseball fights! Then you need to play Warcraft! Then you gotta be a celebrity chef!

Randy: Why can't you ever just support me?!


Sharon: Support what?! Another stupid dream of yours?!


Randy: Face it Sharon, our son turned 10 and you feel old!


Sharon: WHAT does our son turning 10 have to do with you making the same mistakes again and again?!


Randy: Because I'm unhappy, okay?! I've been unhappy for a long time!


Sharon: I'm unhappy too. We both are, obviously. How much longer can we keep doing this? It's like, the same shit just happens over and over and, then in a week it just all resets until- it happens again. Every week it's kind of the same story in a different way but it, it just keeps getting more and more ridiculous.


Randy: I don't know if I've changed or you have. I just feel like I might not have a whole lot of time left and... I want to enjoy it.


Sharon: I want to enjoy it too, but... I can't fake it anymore. You just seem kind of shitty to me.


Randy: You kind of seem shitty to me too.


Sharon: People get older, Randy. People grow apart.


[Landslide by Fleetwood Mac plays]

Wednesday, September 11, 2019

103 Do you still believe in love?

Tu pregunta me agarró fuera de lugar.

Respuesta corta: sí (?)
Respuesta larga: no sé

Creo en el poder de la compañía incondicional, en la intención de que a alguien le vaya bien, en hacer lo posible para que alguien esté bien.

Mi ex, antes de que fuera mi novio, era mi mejor amigo. Compartíamos casi todo, queríamos lo mejor para el otro, nos bastaba con estar presente con el otro para estar agusto. Si me preguntaras en el apogeo de la relación si lo amaba, sin duda que sí. Pero ya cerca del final no sé. Todavía ahora lo quiero mucho y espero poder re-establecer alguna relación con él. Vivimos muchas cosas buenas, malas y más importante, intermedias que me es difícil separar el amor de la costumbre.

Veo a mis papás y me queda claro que el amor existe. Ellos están el uno para el otro de maneras poco objetivas. Dejan todo por el otro. El amor debe existir, pero no sé en qué forma. Lo mismo para algunos amigos.

Mi psiquiatra dice que suelo sobre-analizar las cosas. Pensar demasiado en un tema al punto en que no llego a ninguna conclusión. Y sin duda tiene razón, al menos en parte. Ese es un gran problema que tengo – pensar y repensar al punto de la inacción.

Pero creo que más bien me gusta tener la mayor cantidad de información posible antes de tomar una postura. Y por supuesto que reconozco que puedo estar mal o, al menos, mal informado. Pero no me gusta decantarme por una u otra postura así nomás porque sí. Creo que es el ingeniero en mí: pensar, considerar, alimentar el modelo de análisis, interpretar los resultados y repetir (ad nauseam). Necesito pensar una respuesta más concreta antes de decirte qué pienso.

Ahorita no te puedo dar una respuesta, pero te puedo dar un divague (jaja). Pero debo agradecer la pregunta porque género muchas inquietudes que debo resolver en el tiempo.

- "Aún crees en el amor?"
- No… bueno, sí. O más bien no sé… te digo luego

Tuesday, September 10, 2019

098 I wish I knew how to quit you


Ennis Del Mar: I'm gonna tell you this one time, Jack fuckin' Twist, an' I ain't foolin'. What I don't know – all them things I don't know – could get you killed if I come to know them. I ain't jokin'.
Jack Twist: Yeah well try this one, and I'll say it just once!
Ennis Del Mar: Go ahead!
Jack Twist: Tell you what, we coulda had a good life together, fuckin' real good life! Had us a place of our own. But you didn't want it, Ennis! So what we got now is Brokeback Mountain! Everything's built on that, that's all we got boy, fuckin' all. So I hope you know that, if you don't never know the rest! You count the damn few times we have been together in nearly twenty years and you measure the short fucking leash you keep me on, and then you ask me about Mexico and tell me you'll kill me for needing somethin' I don't hardly never get. You have no idea how bad it gets! I'm not you... I can't make it on a coupla high-altitude fucks once or twice a year! You are too much for me Ennis, you son of a whoreson bitch... I wish I knew how to quit you.
Ennis Del Mar: Well why don't you? Why don't you just let me be, huh? Because of you, Jack, that I'm like this. I'm nothing... and nowhere.
Jack Twist: Ennis...
Ennis Del Mar: Get the fuck off me!
Jack Twist: Sorry... it's all right. Damn you, Ennis!
Ennis Del Mar: I can't stand it anymore, Jack!

Brokeback Moutain (2005)

Monday, September 9, 2019

097 I lived my whole life afraid

I lived my whole life afraid. Afraid of what would come next. Afraid of what I might leave behind. Don’t be. Be who you want to be. Be proud. And if you find someone worth holding on to, never, ever, let them go. Follow your own path, wherever that takes you.

Stanley Uris (Stephen King, IT)

094 Maybe there aren't any such things as...

Maybe there aren't any such things as good friends or bad friends - maybe there are just friends, people who stand by you when you're hurt and who help you feel not so lonely. Maybe they're always worth being scared for, and hoping for, and living for. Maybe worth dying for too, if that's what has to be. No good friends. No bad friends. Only people you want, need to be with; people who build their houses in your heart.
Stephen King, IT

092 You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.


Wednesday, June 26, 2019

073 Her - This is Who I am Now

072 Her - "Why do I love you?"

070 Does Mom Know?

066 Mi Primer Dia Sin Ti - Enanitos Verdes

059 It’s not that I fell out of love with you. I fell out of love with me.

It’s not that I fell out of love with you. I fell out of love with me.I needed to end this because I haven’t felt like a whole person in a long time. I have this unhealthy dependency on you. I don’t know how to talk to people or form relationships with others. I feel anxious all the time. I can’t drink or smoke anymore because I haven’t had fun with these in awhile. I’m just anxious all the fucking time, sober or not. I don’t want you to fill in my emptiness. I want to be whole, and for you to be whole and then together kick fucking ass. But right now, I need to work on me. I need to be okay with me in order to be okay with a whole other person. In order for me to love you as you should be loved, the raw unabashed love, to be me with my “warts and all”, I need to love me, warts and all. I’m sorry. I need to be okay with me.

Source:https://www.reddit.com/r/BreakUp/comments/7rt0vp/its_not_that_i_fell_out_of_love_with_you_i_fell
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